26-07-28 18:13

It's hot, I want more water. Yesterday I found a photo of myself playing live in my favorite borough, the only one that really matters to me. It was about 16 years ago. I was doing this for 16 years. Damn. Young 15 year old me may have fucked up in school, but certain priorities were in order. I'm proud of him. And if he met me, he'd be proud of me too. What a crazy knowing. I am both of those people.

Walking from nightmares to dreams.

It's still a dream. Things can change any moment. But I won't live in fear of change. I'll just keep living.

Until I don't.

Too much to look forward to, but what I look forward to most is a chance to sit and do nothing. Absolutely nothing. A day to myself. That was my Sunday. I really treated myself. Went out and about. Had breakfast in the park. Played music. Enjoyed. Played video games. Cooked a steak and asparagus in the steak drippings. Paired with some crispy sour cream and onion chips. Finished with an ice cream bar.

It ain't crazy but it's mine : )